Playlist

[Photo By Me!]

112-It’s Over Now.

It’s a Friday night and I have nothing to do,

No one to talk to, no one to listen, no one to understand,

So instead, I decided to just let it out on Microsoft word while listening to music.

Brandy-Right Here (Departed)

Questions run through my head over and over again,

Where do you turn when there is nowhere to run?

How do you let go of the scissor that sits comfortably in the palm of your hands?

How do you convince yourself that cutting your flesh open with the sharp end of the scissor isn’t worth it?

How do you manage to survive after haven been already dead, killed?

Craig David-Walking Away

My eyes scan the old scars that once covered my thigh in blood,

Old scars that already went through the healing process,

Scabbing, pealing, and revealing of an ugly and permanent mark,

A mark that constantly reminds me that the past is real,

An ugly mark for an ugly memory.

Mariah Carey & Brian McKnight-Whenever You Call

Hopelessness washing over me and taking control of my life,

Loneliness burying me 6 feet under,

Depression suffocating me and taking my last breath,

I’m out for the count and down for good,

Help Me.

Michael Jackson-Heal the World

The truth behind the smiles,

The laughter,

Lies an insecure girl with a shattered soul,

Lost,

Lonely,

And gone.

Will she, will I, ever be able to pull myself out of the grave?

Rin on the Rox-Torture

I need you more than ever,

Please,

Help Me.